i feel so sad fer myself

my dear friendsssss,
x trsbut nme sme org.
frst thng dat hurt 2 admit is.
sye lpe BURFDAY rmi org.
scnd is.
sye dh lme TAK CTC rmi org.
thrd is.
mst sme org ckp sye SOMBONG skrg.
fourth is.
wut d'teeettt hpnd wit myself.i ponk xtau.dat was vry sad okayh.
fifth is.
i do MISSSSSHHHHSSSSHHH everybody ryte now.
guys.is not like i had forget abt all of u.
my life is kind of fuckin' S*** bz ryte now.
fon is not my bstfren now.
im soo soo sooo sorie.
aftr final i had pomish 2 myself 2 say HI again.
ouh im mssng my half of mine.
u guys.