diz is d'moment.

okayh.i guess e'ing is ok now.haha.stupid me.

ok move forward.

jes follow d'flow now.

bie.im sorrie fer my mixed flng.

guess i was stupid.

2 thnk abt othres rthr than u.

ouhhhh.

hearts u owes :)) * criously *

psiiiiee// 2morrow.results.my god.!rse cm spm.xtpu.yaAllah.CUAK.!

my muhd hasif ismaris,

dun worrie.

i will owes be bsde u okayh.?

no matter wut.

ignore THEM n focus at me.haha :)

x0x0.

i love all of u bcoz the present of d'love in e'ing u do.

fibrous.frayed.mixed up.

how can i put away my guilty towards u.?

i noe dats silly quest.

wuteva u said dat u r OK.

i noe deep inside ur heart everythng was not OK.

even trillions tyme i told u dat im sorrie.

it cant chnge d'situation.

ryte?

im hoping e'ing will turn normal as ussual as we used 2 be.

even d'situation r not d'same as ussual.

evendo u r tired o bored 2 hear my sorrie.

i will neva be apart wit it untill e'ing turn good.

im sayin sorry first

im saying sorry last

im saying for d'future

but mainly fer d'past

im sorri dat u felt d'need 2 apologize

and im sorrie dat u were hurt

im saying sorrie fer all my mistakes

nobodys perfects

not even me n u

so im sorry fer dat too

n im sorrie fer e'ing

so plez fergive me.

mr.15

PS/babyboo.i love u n soory fer shoutng at u lst nyte.geram2. :)

no matter wut.ILYsm.

hectic LIFE.

not so hectic i guest.intro=HEVOC :) woke up e'ry mong get into d'prblm of my eyes n nose dat was so so so so itchy lately.WHY.??wut is the solution only EYEMO.?feel like im in my 7 yrs old time.NO.i will not dat hppn even dat i noe the middle age or in aging incrsng r using d'SAME eyemo like i care.*haha.tau i will find dat thng at 7E later*

cant stop thnkng abt edward n bella.damn.!its so so so sweet.!i bet e'bdy are tlkng abt d'same thng.fer d'rest of my life xpnh lg jmp dis kind of loveee.its ok.i'll wtch it again wit amani. :) dat d'best thng.!hehe.ouh n e'ry tyme i read her blogggg i can feel dat her prblmss somtymes just d'same wit mine.yeah its TRUE ok?

again.n i will not feel bored 2 say diz as long as i kne mcm2 dat IM TIRED OF E'ING.!YaAllah.help me 2 be strong.i noe i had did bad thngs too many dat even i crse 7seas my sin r not equal 2 'them'.even the earth too.' when we do sin thngs at d'nyte we have to repentance during day n when we do sin thngs during day we have repentance during nyte'.it a must u noe.when we regret fer somthn bad dat one has done.

deep inside my heart i noe i can chnge.2 be a gud person.its better fer us 2 chnge each n e'dayy.somtymes i feel regrt 2 stalk wit person like u.its true.no heart flngs k?its true n im gonna say it.A.K.A * ak kesah ape * penat lahh.xsba nk kuar je skrg nie.cpt lah tron kl yang.cant wait 2 see u. :(

TQ 2 me coz sign up fer diz blogy thngy bcoz when i feelng down o a kind of frustrated o deprssed o WTV lah kan i can write e'ing i want in diz white space dat fer me its so relaxing u when all d'heavy2 thngs insde ur head r throw out at diz KARTOFFPLUFER WEIRD SPACE :)

sorrie to burden u but dat is ur 'JOB'. :)

feel guilty again.feel anger.feel d'love n feel d'SHIT too. * 4 in 1 *

wut a .......... life i have. :) :( :) :( :) :( :) :( :)

i will owes rmmber diz. jgn kesah pe org ckp.kite MESTI berusaha.YAW.!

wut is happening.??

yeah.confused is d'best word fer now.i admit its so hard to choose either diz o this.its happened back.hard to leave d'peeps dat i love even there r so much thngs hppnd b4 btwn me n whoever he o she is.diz is horrible i can say it out LOUDLY.!ouh.i mssng my life b4.when thre is only me n my frens wit our own 'WORLD'.doing d'crazaayyy thngy :) missng my TULIP 3.haha!sounds quite stpd MAYBE when i missed my jail.no d'point is i mssng MY GIRLSSS.u noe d'phrse ryte guys: ' FRENS is d'SECOND important thngs in our life bcoz d'frst is absolutely our bigFAM '.yeah fer me dat is so so so so so ryte.i really miss my BATCH.i jes wanna live wit my girls only.chatting.gosspng.doing d'hmwrk toghthr.help ech other.support each other.dats cool i thnk.no its VERY COOL u noe.when u does not have to CARE abt others flng dat sounds GREAT :) n when that thngs hppnd i will mke sho dat myself will walk outside wit no sour face n smilng all d'tyme :) like im d'billionare.*haks*if i wnted 2 list down all my galszszs i dun thnk diz bloggy space will b enough.being alone somtymes can vanish ur headache.criously.thnk twice b4 u choose som1 to be involve wit ur life.choose correctly.no regrets at all.dat is wut we col SUCCESFUL.myb.haha.!i really wanna go to AUSTRALIA.doing my dgree thre.i jes dun love fer being ere.in dis tyme being.i hope i can chat wit dr.Mahathir now.*am i going too far.?*

YEAH.n myb thnk abt internal n external threat is more BETTER than thnk abt other peeps FEELING.y on earth i stuck wit u n turn out like diz?ok dun say 4 words ere.b ptient.ehm.haish.flng so swingggyyyyyyy.love.hate.love.hate.love.hate.AMANI.!cant wait 2 see u nxt week.im tired of e'ing.SUMPAH.!cant thnk any further more.

AND.im really2 sorrie mr.darkside15 fer hurting u wit my words really2 sorrie.i jes didnt mean 2 hurt u.im crious wit my words.i DIDnt mean.SORRIE again.again.again n again.i've start e'ing so me myself has 2 go through e'ing from d'frst point untill e'ing turn out well.i POMISH.

ps/go out n celebrate wit her.it can make u feel better thn hangout wit JERKs.