conversation.

are we really in love wit others if there is a lies in our relationship.?

its complicated when these elments are put in our 'LOVE world'.

its all abt our responsibility.our respect and our love.

wut happened when u said ily but u didnt mean at all.?

i mean wit all ur heart.?

its call DISASTER :)

stupid creatures.??yess a nicknanme fer them.

can we appreciate som1 dat have show their loves to us.?

can we appreciate som1 dat care so much to us.?

ask these quest to all of u guys.

answer it sincerely.

wit all ur big heart.!

u dun have to feel regret wit ur wrong doings man.

its not a repent okayh if u keep doing d'same thngs again n again.

we r living in diz world to be HAPPY.

to be secure.

to be aprreciate.

to be loved.

n so on.

dun be som1 dat spoilt these happines dat belongs to others.

think.

think.

wut goes around comes around.

simple qoutes fer all types of peeps.ryte.?

i bet all of u guys noe its meanng.

n myb diz is my punishment.

to all of 'them' dat i playing around wit.

im really sorrie.

xregret tp its an xperince fer me :)

to MY EVERYTHING,amani:

there are only 2 part in my BFF world.

one of d'part is owes fer u.

n d'other part is fer darkside 15.

thnx guys fer e'ing.

my convrsation wit amani had made me come to my senses.

these stupid creatures are owes stupid.

its sad when its a FACT.

may happiness are owes wit me n all of u. :)

i jes want d'happiness.

ist so hard to give me ;(

miss amani zaid.

ok her name deserve to be my entri :)

amani zaid my ever dearest FREIND,

u had colour my life :)

n i really feel blessed 2 be part of ur routine maybe.haha!

xoxo~

dream.

posting posting n posting :)

caught sharifah nur amira in my dream last nyte.

i bet she's ok now wit her life.

bother e'ing n jes focus in ur life k.?

wanna scream out loud say ' mirr n manie.!lets hang out n do sleepover thngy.! '

but but but but but * :( *

i jes remember d'moment.

nahh let jes myself feel d'pain.its not supposed 2 tell others.

shes look so serene to me.

its compensate i tot bcoz so do i didnt stry at her anythng.

somtymes there is a treacherous thng hppen in our life.

we had reached adulthood ryte.?

but i do mish my average adulthood tyme.

its so so so SPECTACULAR moment i had :)

BILE NAK RENUION n

BILE NAK DAPAT TERAJU PUTERI.?? * smp i de ank 3 ke.?? *

freinds are the instrumental role to us do not lost ctc wit them its wasting ur life .

bcoz FREINDS colour ur life act n i noe im ryte abt dat.

i guess its all ok now :)

my dear werewolf,

i jes love u :)

muahxxx.!

mr n mrs hasif :)

lots of LOVE,

the ONLY me.

reminiscent of the past :)

when u look at urself from a universal standpoint.

somthng inside owez reminds or informs you that there r bigger n better thngs 2 worry about.

n somtymes we cant solve problems

by using d'same kind of thnkng we used when we created them.

frankly speaking

i learn from yesterday.live for 2day.hope fer 2morrow.

n d'important thng is not to stop questioning :)

everything look n shuld be made as simple as possible but i bet not one bit simpler.

i think dis is d'time 2 be a new me.jes so u noe.

its easy 2 say but hard to do ryte.?absolutely.!

i do love imagination.

WHY.??

it is bcoz imagination is more important than knowledge.

fer knwledge is limited to all we now know n undrstand

while imgntion embraces the entire world

n all there ever will be to know n understand. :)

my mind had speaking it words ryte now.

lets jes frgt abt d'past.

2morrow is a new year 4 muslims :)

frgvng each other n frgt some of d'past will pave d'way to emerged as a NEW u.! :)

n yeah peeps owes rmmber abt d ' new year ' of bcoming 2010.

its ok fer me indeed but we know d'priority ryte.?

guys.love.frens.n peeps outhere.

we have to promote CAMARADERIE in each of ourself. * go find it in ur dctnry :) *

u noe when we have d'scond chnce.

o d'3rd chnce o even d'15th chnce u get.

use it wisely bcoz sooner o later u will rgret it wit ur life bet on me.

hehs.all d'peeps dat ive known had grown up yaw.! :)

missing miss syamimi syazana husin.

like my big sister fer me.

one more.

miss amani.ouh.!specky adorable frens :)

penat lahh.nak mkn gardenier.* do i spell it right.?*

ngn kayakayakayakayaka.haha.!

ouh 2morrow must chnge.wake up early n try to plant the KING OF CHILIES :)

cili padi.fuhh.sedap yaw.!

im going 2 plant it 2morrow.!!! * hope so.*

*tertinggal// hey u.!dun repeat the SAME mistakes.

......... * no entri *

is it fair when u r msng som1.but d'fact is they dun msng u at all.?

myb a little.not so much.

somtymes when i woke up in dawn.

i can see d'colour dat i know for a long period.

but what is it.??

u now wut.is the red+yellow colour at the skies. :)

its so so so so beautiful.amazing.wut else.?whooh.no wrds yaw.!

im act dun thnk dat im ready fer being love o loved som1 else fr diz time being.

n d'FIRST THNG crsng my mind 2day is: love is totally shit :)

cant wait 2 finish my dipp so dat insyaAllah,AUSTRALIA jes wait fer me.im crious.!dun u eva dare to move to anothr place in d'world map.

i will make wise dcsion in my life.dts d'important 1.

cant wait 2 fer d'barbq n steambot tyme :)

headache.

i jes dunno wut had hppnd.

myb both of us jus need some space.

i cn feel it l8ly.

even owes in touch but im sorrie i jes feel we r livng in our own world.

dun u feel it.?

but i dun blame u 100%.

u noe when we havng a crious relationship wit other its suppose to be livng in a ONE world.

diz is totally vice versa.

hey werewolf.

u noe u had chnge a lot.

so do i ryte.?

i thnk u shuld stop judggng me like im a fool.

like im going to leave u.

n ELSE.

im tired.really tired.im totally crious abt this.

u act like u dun believe me at all.

when u r in my place.

do u like if im doing d'same thngs like u did to me.?

somtymes ur words HURT me so so so so much :(

i dun deserve it from u.

u act dun undrstnd our rltionship deeply.

u r 19.its going to be 20.

u had grown up.u r matured than me.

if so.then wut had hppnd when u act like that.??

its quite bothrng me.

i dun even like when u critism me.

my behaviour is not like wut thnk,okayh.?

im not dat bad.

im not dat typical of girl.

who loves flirting wit guys. * its SHIT u noe *

i take diz as a chllenge to me.

dear werewolf.

im sorrie.

i will not tke it criously abt dis when it comes 2JAN 2010.

love is not abt u can thnk it is more important than ur eduction.

its totally wrong.fer me indeed.

wit ur condition.

plez.

plez.

focus on ur stdy more.

as long as i cn thnk abt diz CROUSLY.

do THINK frst b4 u said somthng to me.

b4 u come out wit ur nusty words.

dislike: dun eva REGRET on wut u had done.

because its PAST.

wut else do u want to thnk abt.

uselesss ryte.?

Peass//i dun see love in ur eyes anymore.

..........................................................................

people could chnge even in a second :)

past few days.past few weeks.past few months.past few years.

whooh.!i mean totally everythng had chnged.almost d'HALF of me :)

dats d'fact dat i cnnot xcpt act but have too.nver mind u noe when we still have peeps around us.

n d'world still moving moving n moving.we must fllow d'flow ryte.

WHAT IS PAST IS PAST.still i have d'time to log in into diz bloggy thng.i MUST wrt smthng.

u noe whn we hedng to the 'future'.thre is no time to deal wit d'little tiny thngs

an adorble too FB n BLOGGY :)

nahhh.mls lahh nk pk psl bnd dh lpas.tde gne n tde makne lahh.!

jes mke d'thngs gttng more worse n more fucking shit :) * ouh ampunknlah hambamu ini yaAllah *

aaaa.!almost frgt.ari 2 g LOST WORLD OF TAMBUN ngn aida.aween.amir.aizu.n aaaazin myb. :)

best okayh.?2thumbsss up yaw.!cm bese.

when we spent our plenty time ngn kwan2.its d'most precious u noe.

try dat at home.hahahahah.!

okayh.klo dlu nk jmp bdak batch.sng jekann.skrg sme dh bz kot.haish.anthr fact dat i have to xcpt ryte.?nvmnd again.bkn lost ctc ponk.

to zuriamani:yang,no matter wut,ill owes b bsde u okayh.?kau yg terbek. :)

my hasif ismaris: all i want is u only.ok.?stop sayng dat i hve anthr boy.ilyDAMNm :)

i hate peeps dat r so HIPOCRIT.!drag u to hell yaw.!

kjap cmni.kjap cm2.hahaha.!

so get use wit ur style bro.

hint:a BOY :)

i prefer admit than find it urself.

but again nvmnd.

i jes dun give a damn kann.so shuld i care.?ABSOLUTELY not :)

peassss --- > i watchd zombieland wit him.1 n half thumbs up :) i jes love d'googles stripes.!

ok.another fight.

im totally heppi now.got GOOD results yaww.!

thanks to HIM wtv it is. :))

im going to strive for DL next sem. * again.wink2 *

ouh.ok.back 2 d'entriiii.

another fight wit u. * tot u hepi mybe *

yaAllah.dont u fl bored.??wut else do u wnt me to do.?

if i said bad thngs abt u in my blog,u gt angry.!

if i said nice thngs abt u in my blog,gt angry too.????? * ??????????????????? *

wut do u want from me act??

plez noe want thng.

TERSEKSA.yess.dts d'words.

dis had happnd like so so so so so so many timessssssssss.!

jes give me d'happiness when im with u.is it soooooo hard 2 do.????

do u act now wut is d'mng of LOVE.?shyg.?ilysm.?

dun jes say it if u dun mean it sincerely.

n WUT IS UR PROBLEM ACT WHEN U SAID DAT U R STUPID.???

i dun thnk abt it even a small like germs in my head.! * im totally pissed off *

dts is ur prblm act.ske sgt nk ckp dri 2 xpndai lahh.2 lahhh.problem tau x.!

yess i admit b4 diz when we hvng a fight i gt cool down like even 5 mntes.

but smpi bile.??tell me.!smpi bile.??

smp i MATI than marh kt u.????????? * bru u puas atie kot *

plez lahh.u tau people cn cnhge so do u.plez chnge to NORMAL like b4.

i dh xthan dh cmnie.u sng lah ckp i ske ckp ni lahh.ckp 2 lahh.

d' BIG PROBLEM is i yg kne sume pham x.??

i yg kne mrh.i yg kne fitnah.i ni.i tuh.wut do u thnk i am act.???

a doll dat u can make anythng on me.??

fedup.fedup.fedup.plez tke lesson from other situation.

plezzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz lahhhhh. * begging *

i nk rse hepi bile i stay umh.jgn bg i rse hepi skjap jee.tlg lahhhh.

i've got nothng to say anymore.

if i do gve u some advice u jes simply throw it awy,ryte.?

plez thnk abt others flng when u wanna say somthng dat came out from ur mouth.

i dh byakkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk sgt trse.

jgn smp there is no empty space left in my heart.

dun get angry when u read diz okayh.?

tke it as a lesson n thnk back abt urself.

i noe nobody is perfect so do i.

tp if dh byk kli cmni.?u nk sroh i dah lahh 2 jgak.smp bile.?

tlgggg lahhh.

jge sket prasaan i.if u care abt me.

im disappointed.really.

sad.sad.sad.sad.sad.sad.sad.sad.

jes wanna ask u.

' spe yg tman u bile u rse sdh smlm.?? '

taa~

peass// am i dat LIAR 2 U.??

diz is d'moment.

okayh.i guess e'ing is ok now.haha.stupid me.

ok move forward.

jes follow d'flow now.

bie.im sorrie fer my mixed flng.

guess i was stupid.

2 thnk abt othres rthr than u.

ouhhhh.

hearts u owes :)) * criously *

psiiiiee// 2morrow.results.my god.!rse cm spm.xtpu.yaAllah.CUAK.!

my muhd hasif ismaris,

dun worrie.

i will owes be bsde u okayh.?

no matter wut.

ignore THEM n focus at me.haha :)

x0x0.

i love all of u bcoz the present of d'love in e'ing u do.

fibrous.frayed.mixed up.

how can i put away my guilty towards u.?

i noe dats silly quest.

wuteva u said dat u r OK.

i noe deep inside ur heart everythng was not OK.

even trillions tyme i told u dat im sorrie.

it cant chnge d'situation.

ryte?

im hoping e'ing will turn normal as ussual as we used 2 be.

even d'situation r not d'same as ussual.

evendo u r tired o bored 2 hear my sorrie.

i will neva be apart wit it untill e'ing turn good.

im sayin sorry first

im saying sorry last

im saying for d'future

but mainly fer d'past

im sorri dat u felt d'need 2 apologize

and im sorrie dat u were hurt

im saying sorrie fer all my mistakes

nobodys perfects

not even me n u

so im sorry fer dat too

n im sorrie fer e'ing

so plez fergive me.

mr.15

PS/babyboo.i love u n soory fer shoutng at u lst nyte.geram2. :)

no matter wut.ILYsm.

hectic LIFE.

not so hectic i guest.intro=HEVOC :) woke up e'ry mong get into d'prblm of my eyes n nose dat was so so so so itchy lately.WHY.??wut is the solution only EYEMO.?feel like im in my 7 yrs old time.NO.i will not dat hppn even dat i noe the middle age or in aging incrsng r using d'SAME eyemo like i care.*haha.tau i will find dat thng at 7E later*

cant stop thnkng abt edward n bella.damn.!its so so so sweet.!i bet e'bdy are tlkng abt d'same thng.fer d'rest of my life xpnh lg jmp dis kind of loveee.its ok.i'll wtch it again wit amani. :) dat d'best thng.!hehe.ouh n e'ry tyme i read her blogggg i can feel dat her prblmss somtymes just d'same wit mine.yeah its TRUE ok?

again.n i will not feel bored 2 say diz as long as i kne mcm2 dat IM TIRED OF E'ING.!YaAllah.help me 2 be strong.i noe i had did bad thngs too many dat even i crse 7seas my sin r not equal 2 'them'.even the earth too.' when we do sin thngs at d'nyte we have to repentance during day n when we do sin thngs during day we have repentance during nyte'.it a must u noe.when we regret fer somthn bad dat one has done.

deep inside my heart i noe i can chnge.2 be a gud person.its better fer us 2 chnge each n e'dayy.somtymes i feel regrt 2 stalk wit person like u.its true.no heart flngs k?its true n im gonna say it.A.K.A * ak kesah ape * penat lahh.xsba nk kuar je skrg nie.cpt lah tron kl yang.cant wait 2 see u. :(

TQ 2 me coz sign up fer diz blogy thngy bcoz when i feelng down o a kind of frustrated o deprssed o WTV lah kan i can write e'ing i want in diz white space dat fer me its so relaxing u when all d'heavy2 thngs insde ur head r throw out at diz KARTOFFPLUFER WEIRD SPACE :)

sorrie to burden u but dat is ur 'JOB'. :)

feel guilty again.feel anger.feel d'love n feel d'SHIT too. * 4 in 1 *

wut a .......... life i have. :) :( :) :( :) :( :) :( :)

i will owes rmmber diz. jgn kesah pe org ckp.kite MESTI berusaha.YAW.!

wut is happening.??

yeah.confused is d'best word fer now.i admit its so hard to choose either diz o this.its happened back.hard to leave d'peeps dat i love even there r so much thngs hppnd b4 btwn me n whoever he o she is.diz is horrible i can say it out LOUDLY.!ouh.i mssng my life b4.when thre is only me n my frens wit our own 'WORLD'.doing d'crazaayyy thngy :) missng my TULIP 3.haha!sounds quite stpd MAYBE when i missed my jail.no d'point is i mssng MY GIRLSSS.u noe d'phrse ryte guys: ' FRENS is d'SECOND important thngs in our life bcoz d'frst is absolutely our bigFAM '.yeah fer me dat is so so so so so ryte.i really miss my BATCH.i jes wanna live wit my girls only.chatting.gosspng.doing d'hmwrk toghthr.help ech other.support each other.dats cool i thnk.no its VERY COOL u noe.when u does not have to CARE abt others flng dat sounds GREAT :) n when that thngs hppnd i will mke sho dat myself will walk outside wit no sour face n smilng all d'tyme :) like im d'billionare.*haks*if i wnted 2 list down all my galszszs i dun thnk diz bloggy space will b enough.being alone somtymes can vanish ur headache.criously.thnk twice b4 u choose som1 to be involve wit ur life.choose correctly.no regrets at all.dat is wut we col SUCCESFUL.myb.haha.!i really wanna go to AUSTRALIA.doing my dgree thre.i jes dun love fer being ere.in dis tyme being.i hope i can chat wit dr.Mahathir now.*am i going too far.?*

YEAH.n myb thnk abt internal n external threat is more BETTER than thnk abt other peeps FEELING.y on earth i stuck wit u n turn out like diz?ok dun say 4 words ere.b ptient.ehm.haish.flng so swingggyyyyyyy.love.hate.love.hate.love.hate.AMANI.!cant wait 2 see u nxt week.im tired of e'ing.SUMPAH.!cant thnk any further more.

AND.im really2 sorrie mr.darkside15 fer hurting u wit my words really2 sorrie.i jes didnt mean 2 hurt u.im crious wit my words.i DIDnt mean.SORRIE again.again.again n again.i've start e'ing so me myself has 2 go through e'ing from d'frst point untill e'ing turn out well.i POMISH.

ps/go out n celebrate wit her.it can make u feel better thn hangout wit JERKs.