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tde title :)

byknyer mslh jdk.
seb bek dh settle.
lapang sket otak :)

a few days more.
nk kne balik hutannn.
brg xpcking lagi.
bju krg xsiap lg.
byk brg xbeli lagi.
" nak balik ke x nak ni.? "
mst aa xnak :)
spe lahh yg beriyer sgt nk balik sne.
tp sye beriyer 3 bnd je.
1: jmp member
2: jmp booboo e'day
3: stdy stdy n stdy ;)
hope sgt next sem tde mslh ngn org.
saket aa otak kalo mslh sme je yg kne face.
taik tau.?
shheeshh.
main subject next sem dh lahh quite hard.
so korg focus stdy jelahh k.?
bknyer best ponk kalo jge tepi kain org.
xdpt duit lahhh -.-
ps2 jgn bwat lawak melampau taw.
org benci n cnfrm org akn ckp : its bullshit lahh :)
sume org de limit msg2.
u cross the limit.u r stupid moron.
HAHA.!
n i am hoping e'ing will be jes fine.
amin~

im going to miss my fam so much.
katil yg empuk tuh.
aircond.
astro.playS.
bau food yg sedap.
hamsterss.
freedom.
tde class yg kne pg.
kmas umah.?? haha.
n xtipu sye mst rndu nk masak. :)
LBNL:ice cream cone yg 0.50 sen tuh.
murah.simple.sedap.
sbb kat hutannn tde ice cream tuh ponk.

mintak2 lahh stdy ok jee.
cuaknyer nk msok sem bru.
cuak nk tau spe lecturer.
aim bru next sem: read the newsppr e'day. * must.! *
HAHA.
so muhd hasif ismaris.ikot sye beli nwsppr ok.? <3

ps:xsaba nk jmp HANIS R :)
xsaba nk shopping ngn booboo.

ter.?



sye sedih.
sbb awak.
ckp cm2.
smp atie.
xpnh pk pe sye rse. :(


kenape.?

honesty.

bersikap jujur.
mst org respect kite.
kalo x.?
terime lahh org nk ckp pe.
jgn tipu org.
org akn bnc kite.
n dts fer sure :)

" honesyt is the first chapter of the book of freedom "
each time u r honest n conduct urself wit honesty,
a success force will drive u toward greater success.
each time u lie,even wit a little lie,
there r strong forces pushing u towards failure.

i have to learn to be honest.
n i will learn it.
because i am afraid of failure.

dun lie to our parents.
dun lie to our siblings.
dun lie to our teachers.
dun lie to our friends.
dun lie to all the people.
n lagi lagi org yg kite syg.
sooner o later.
kite jgak akn ditipu.

bad o good.?

jealousy.
sounds very 'cute' but it can kill u later :)

dun said u r not jealous when ur big sis get a nice car when she's turn into 18 but u dun.
dun tell me dat u r not jealous when ur parents pampered more ur younger brother but u dun.
dun crossed ur mind with ' i am not jealous wit u bcoz u r so perfect '.
n dun even tell me dat u r not jealous when u find out dat ur girlf o ur boyf went out wit som1 o hang out wit ur grlfrnds o boyfrnds w'out ur infrmtion o som1 is flirting wit them n u feel ur partner can fall in love with them if u dun stop the situation eventhough they said
" i will not even look at his 0 her face.criously.!i pomish u baby "
nahh.
we can think by ourself ryte is it a sweet promises o a real promises.

i've heard so many types of story wit different people n diff ctuation.
people dun think abt anything when they face these.
they do not use their brain in their acting.
this jealousy can make u crazy.
including me :) * of course *
n i am brave enuff to admit.

tapi kan lag best kalo xjeles2 bagai.
no fighting.
no arguement.
no crying.
no shouting.
n again no crying.

but we r human being.
we have feeling.
we cannot be heartless.
it cannot solve anything.
but if u learn
to be heartless
sometimes it can bring u happiness
freedom :)
n sometimes jealousy is gud.

jealousy jealousy jealousy
bad o good.?
HAHA.ask urself :)
but fer me.
its both.
n i hate when i have this feeling.
its sucks.
it makes u feel terrible.
n its pain.
n when u are in pain.
there is no words- HAPPY.

ps::try not to break other people's heart.sooner o later u will get
paid.karma is exist.n its true.so the only solution-seek forgiveness and never repeat it :)

judging.

i am not the kind of person who wants or likes to create any false image about myself.
n also pretend to be some1 i'm not.
i guess all people are in this team * except the fake people *
i jes wondrng why ppl outhere are so hysterical in judging people.
when i still feel that im still figuring out abt myself
they suddenly b'come the judges which i cn say more worst than amrcn idol's judges.
come on ppl.
jes shut ur fcuking mouth up rather than u talk shit lah.!
i dun had any master plan abt all these thng but i noe exactly how to hndle them :)
its not only me,all the entire team absolutely.
' y is it they hardly judging ppl rather than judging themslves.? '
HAHA.
easy.they had a very BAD n WORST mouth ever.

seems like i am back :)
n dun try me ppl.
i am not a s0-nice girl.

portugal o brazil.?
porzil can we.? :)
b00b00,ily~

bloggy.

wut is happened to my blog act.?
once i post e'ing was normal.
but when i log in to view e'ing.
its SUCKS >.<


hey bloggy.
i love u wit all my heart.
so plez dun show ur attitude.
bcoz i am totally hate it.
plez plez plez come back to normal.
i am sorrie if i dun open u fer a few months.
let me tell u again.
I LOVE U bloggy dearie. :)
is it enuff fer u to act like normal.?


i am begging u :(


sye tension ngn blog.
sgt sgt sgt sgt.

... :)

kimora lee simmons once said:

' man come and go in our life '

but booboo.
u r not the man.
so i love u :)

the words life.

sometimes at the certain point of ur life.
u see the world so different until u decide to change everything.
the attitude.the fairs.the judge.the believes.the loyals.the braves.
u wanted to chnge every single thngs inside ur bones.
but do u believe me to replace the old one is hard act.?

yess.
so, wut do u need is to believe in urself.
u cannot expect too much dat e'ing will go so smooth.
dat is y
we dun call a life is a LIFE when we dun face hard time :)
n
wut im trying to say now is we can success in our life.
in stdy.in love.in freindship.in brotherhood.in sisterhood.in parenthood.ALL.!

our life is like the world cup.
sometimes the great team can lose the game.
the weak team can win the game.
sometimes they achieve good results.
n a few years later they get bad results.
n yes.when u are in the almost-same situation like these
u must think the world is so unfair to u ryte.?

but
dun u try to think deeply.?
we cannot owes be in the hepi situation at all time.
bcoz it can lead us to become an arrogant person.
a person who cnnot take any advices from others.
a person who thnk abt him o herself only.
its fer our own good.
when u get ur lessons in ur life.
dun u eva foget abt them.
we live to learn from the mistakes.
not to left the mistakes behind.
once u left them.ur life-ruin.!
n i am sure nobody want it.

we people can be a good person.
good in e'ing.
if only we want it so much.
if not.dare to xcpt the teardrops later.

if u wanna strt new life.
frstly u must believe in urself.
then u try to frget the memories than can efect urself in chnging the new life.
before diz,u owes felt down abt ur stdy.
u cannot achieve the point dat u can call it ' good results '
n ppl around u talk very bad thng abt u. * they are chicken *
neva mind.
ignore them.!
once we failed,its not like we gonna fail all the time.!
stand up n neva stay on the ground.
frgt the bad memory.
u can success :)

then,other situation.
u break up wit som1.
bcoz he lied to u.
his attitude was so fcuking bad we can say :)
n so on.
bcoz of this.u hate guys.u dun believe in them.
but
then faith bring u to meet som1 else.
this new guy was so nice.
loving u wit all his heart.
treat u like a queen.
care enuf abt u.
but u are in the situation of 50-50 abt him.
its ok ladies.
close ur eyes n frgt abt ur ex's attitude.
wut past is past.
u have meet a better guy than him n u noe abt dat.
believe him 40-60.
dun give all ur believeness.
its jes not abt the ladies only.man too :)
think ppl abt these 2 situations n the two types of story.

we can chnge ryte.?
dun let the time decide e'ing.
let urself control e'ing.
ends :)



peeass:: i am sorri if any words upthere break anyone heart.criously.
n i love booboo so much :)

no title.

ya 2 weeks more n i'll be in malacca soon.shuld i feel hepi o somthng else.? -.-
n i'll face the same situation again again n again.shesshh.! rse cm nk delete blog je.
tp lupe i'll take any chnce by next sem to write evry single thngs.spe2 nk trse bagai
' no TQ i've no time for your immaturity '.
am i going to feel hepi next sem.? so-so i think.
GADO ngn org.it will haunting me like criously.! >.<>
i dun have any idea wut i am going to write ryte nowww -_____-
i'll strt e'ing the frst day im in malacca :)
ps??there r many thngs happnd.lately.its so FAST.i jes hate it.

taubat.

bile kite dh strt wat somthng.n kite suke.ssh kan nk stop.?
sme mcm bile kite smoke.jdk addict.1 ari 1 btg je.lme2 bkn stkt btg je berkotak2.
tgk bahu blah kiri.rse cm dose dh lbh tggi dri lgit.tgk bahu blah knn.lg byk bhu blah kiri.
bile nk bertaubat.?hm.ak slalu gile dgr org ckp.
'selagi pintu taubat x ttp.TAUBAT lah'
'Allah akn ampuni hamba-NYA sekiranyer dye bertaubt even dose dye stggi langit sekali pun'
bile ak pk2 balek.kalo ak sdyh ke.down ke.lost ke.bru ak nges kat Allah.npe mst tyme 2 ak crk Allah.?npe xmst tyme ak tgh hepi sume.?haish.sbb iman kan.?sdyhnyer.bile ak x bersyuko ak ni islam.btpe selfishnyer ak.btpe ak xapprc8 dgn pe yg Allah dh bg.btpe xtaunyer ak yg Allah sbnrnyer syg kat ak sgt.smlm b4 tdo de bce sat mgzne 'SOLUSI'.frst floor of the hell is belong to umat nabi muhammad yg derhaka.takot.!sgt takot.!sbb tyme 2 sume bnd dh trlmbat.even kite mryu cmne ponk kite still akn diseksa.yee.sume mnsie xkan terlpas dri buat dose.nk dbndgkan dgn nabi Muhammad yg cnfrm msok syurga tp ibadah beliau wow.!jaoh beza sgt ngn ibadah ak.sgt2.!tp ak yg xcnfrm lg msok syurga,tde ponk nk bwat cm2.yaAllah.ampunkanlah dose hambamu yg hina ini.
npe ak still tde strength nk bertaubat btol2.?npe mst cm chipsmore.?
tpuk dde tye selera.ak tkot bile pk2 kiamat tuh nk dekat dh.n kiamat AKAN berlaku.
sbb tyme ni islam tgh jatuh.n xlme lg islam akn bangkit.n after 2 kiamat akn muncul.
takotnyer bile pk nk kne seksa trok2.saketnyer.dh lahh 1 hari kat akhirat sme dgn 1000 thun kat dunie.yaAllah.kuatkanlah iman hamba-hambaMu di dunia ini.AMIN~

blablablap.

'he made u not talking 2 ur ex BF'
k.mimi TX bcoz made realize abt it.
SAKET ATIE.!
peass/kalo xpham gak xtau aa nk ckp pe.
sbb bkn ckp bhse jepon ponk.
myb i shuld hang out fer a zillon times with my Girlfrens :)
conclusion: I AM TIRED OF EVERYTHING N IM SICK OF EVERYTHING N IN FACT MYMPAH GILE WIT EVERYTHING N NOT TO FORGET IM TOTALY FEEL ANGER WHEN U LIED TO ME N ACTING hehe hahah hehe hahaha CM TDE PAPE JE JDK.!
tension.